Month: November 2005

  • I am still sick :( i think i have a sinus infection.  i get sinus pains right at the bridge of my nose and around my eye sockets and the front of my forehead.  It's so bad that i've been woken up the past two nights from the pain.  Not good....i've been alternative between being totally congested and totally like spewing out snot.  It's rather gross.  I sleep with the tissue box next to me and by the time the night is over, i have a MOUNTAIN of tissues on my window sill.  Usually, i'll have snot in my nose, but since i'm so congested, i can't get enough air through to blow it out...so i have to use the milking method and squeeze it out!!!


    So, today despite a regular intake of tylenol flu, i woke up feeling worse and i think it's spreading to my lungs, because now i have the itchy feeling there and i'm coughing :(  


    GO AWAY ILLNESS!!!


     

  • HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIAO D!


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    So, i'm definitely coming back Thanksgiving...I've booked my airline tickets and everything....that's right....i'm FLYING home.  Thanks to jet blue and their new shuttle service from Boston to JFK.  The prices are advertised to start at $25 one way (not bad considering amtrak is $60-100 depending on the service and the c-town bus is $15 one way).  BUT...since i'm coming back thanksgiving weekend, of course the prices are higher.  $40 on the way there, and $100 on the way back :(   BUT...if i were to take amtrak, it would be $100 each way for the seats that are left...I couldn't order tickets earlier because my schedule was still up in the air...so in the long run, i'm saving money.  


    i guess i could always do the c-town bus, but i'm slightly traumatized by those days where you had to elbow your way onto the bus or be left behind.  Plus, for someone who suffers from extreme car sickness, that bus ride leaves much to be desired. And the past few times i've taken it, the trip ended up being close to 6 hours due to traffic.


    So the day after thanksgiving, i'll be on the plane at 8:30AM and be at JFK at 9:30 AM....and I will be home in Queens at 9:40AM.  If i were to take Amtrak, i would get to the city at 12:30 at LEAST...and i'd have to take an hour long subway ride home on top of that. 


    SO....despite my slight fear of flying....i'll see how this goes.....maybe i won't get a bruised butt from traveling home anymore...i hate that feeling.

  • OMG......what is wrong with me....i think i am sick AGAIN. I have been soooo congested and sneezy the past few days and now i have a sore throat AGAIN. I was going to get a physical to make sure everything was okay, but now i find out my school insurance does NOT cover physicals...only gyn visits. What the heck kind of insurance is that?
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  • see protected regarding jeying's request

  • So...remember that not so nice prof in that class i hate...someone found out that he has a friendster page...and the news has spread like wildfire and everyone's been looking him up.  (BTW...there is an anonymous feature for the avid stalker, like myself....one of my friends did not know....and she will probably show up on his "who's viewed me" section...muahahaha).


    Anyhow, the dude's from LI...went to that college right by my house (i don't want to make it TOO obvious) for his pharmD degree.  He went straight out of HS...and graduated...(get this...) in 2004.  yes, one entire year ago...and during the year after his grad, he did a residency at my school...and now is a prof...wreakin havoc on everyone's lives...BUT...BUT....he has actually never worked in a pharmacy in the real world as a pharmacist!!!! Maybe as a tech...but not as a pharmacist!  WTH is that?!  Maybe that's why his scenarios are soooo out there and illogical.


    Oh...and he even better.  Dude is YOUNGER than me...by one year...but he is YOUNGER than me...and i have to go to him and GROVEL for some extra points on my labs.  UUUUUUUUUUUUUGH.


    But it was pretty amusing to see him outside of work.  puahahahaha.


    As a side note, my landlord has returned the heat (he shut if off after it got a little warmer)...aaaaaaaaaah...no more frozen toes at night.  AND AND....he got me a NEW FRIDGE!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I  have one of those old school manual defrost ones....and the ice water leaks all over my food. Nasty.

  • So, it is over and done with...my last community lab of the semester.  Thanks everyone for your prayers....i finally got 3rd year students who knew what they were doing...one more so than the other, but SOOO much better than what i had in the past.  I still don't know how i did...it's hard to guage because you don't know what they're looking for.  But at least i finished....and I passed the counseling section, so that's one less thing to worry about. 


    This one girl in my class failed her counseling section.  She did EVERYthing right....until the very last questions, when they ask you what the mechanism of action of the drug...worth 50 points.  (keep in mind, this is a VERY stressful situation)  She was really nervous and accidentally said loop diuretic instead of thiazide diuretic...it was just a slip of the tongue.....and that was it....she failed couseling and consequently automatically fails the class.  All on one little question.  I actually forgot that they were going to ask that...and i sort of stuttered my way through it.  The only complaint i got from the grader: I talk too fast!  And he played back the video (we get recorded) for me to watch....it TOTALLY wasn't too fast!


    So....when my alarm clock first rang, i had TURNED IT OFF!!!!  Somehow, i got up at 7:45 (i have class at 8), looked at the clock...went OMG (if you show up after 8, they won't let you in...and you get an automatic zero for the entire session)....got dressed in e minutes...did NOT brush my teeth/wash my face....rinsed with listerine and made it to school 5 minutes early. WHEEEEEEEEEEW.   God was totally looking out for me there.....me and my stupid turning off the alarm clock habits.  But the whole time, i was totally self conscious about how dirty i was. hahahahaha.


    But i was and still am SOOOO nervous...my heart was RACING the entire time.  It's sooo much to do and verify in such a short amount of time.  The professors were coming around and showing each of us how we should compare our work against the grading sheet.....and the whole time i was thinking in my head JUST MOVE so i can finish.  Because we all know it totally doesn't matter what we do....there are things that they can find to be "incorrect".  Plus, we did NOT have time to compare with the answer sheet.


    And then i got in trouble for talking to my friend who was working at the counter facing mine.  They thought we were cheating!!!! The girl is from Brooklyn, so we were actually just talking about new york and going home and stuff like that!! WHAT? like pharmacists never chat while they're working?!  jerks. tee hee...


     

  • So, tomorrow is DECISION day....it will be my next and last Community Lab....i need a 90....which means i can only miss ONE counselling point and i can't miss anything else.  I have been SOOOOOOOO stressed out about this...i could barely eat/sleep or study for more important exams. 


    The class is soooo retarded.  But anyhow, i approached one of the profs who "teaches" the class and asked him a bunch of questions about what exactly we're supposed to do...and what the "right" way of processing scrips should be.  ANd there were things he said that totally contraindicated what they were saying during previous lab sessions.  And when i pointed them out, he would totally deny it. 


    We get this patient profile which is basically name, address, allergies and what diseases he has....we don't know symptoms....what stage of the disease he's at...nothing important.  Yet, we're expected to make these huge clinical decisions...based on NOTHING.  And i brought that up...and he's all like, "yeah....we're looking into making the profiles more comprehensive".  That's all good for next year..but it does nothing for my class.  And he wouldn't even acknowledge that it was limiting US....he just said something like, "oh in real life, you'd be lucky if you got a profile....sometimes patients just show up with scrips and we have to fill them".  WHich is fine...and in those cases, i DOUBT that he makes huge clinical interventions on that script becuase he has NO INFORMATION.


    Like it doesn't make any sense to me .....but it makes total sense to them (because they created this "real life" pharmacy lab)...and anytime someone tells them otherwise, they just deny deny deny.  But i need a rational basis to work on...i can't just go in and like be able to figure out what irrational things they're looking for.  It's one thing if they told us beforehand and we're doing it wrong....but the class is based on a "learn from your mistakes" principle....which would be okay if one mistake wasn't worth like 50 points.


    But a group of our honor society's members are going to the dean tomorrow to discuss the class (how ironic is that?) with him.  I don't know what good it will do...but i guess if the best and the brightest of our class is complaining, maybe the dean will realize.  But our school is all politics, so i doubt anything will happen.


    Anyhow, pray for me pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaase!!!!!


    PS.  I'm taking this elective class called Global Infectious Diseases...and it focuses on the diseases of the world..mainly the developing nations...and we talk about treatments and how social/economic factors affect hwo the diseases are being battled in countries other than the US.  ANd the prof in the class is without a doubt THE BEST prof i have ever had....she's white, but very well travelled, VERY VERY open and interested in other cultures...oh yeah she's a pharmacist too.  But she works on community health projects in SE asia  and she emphasizes public health issues.  And she is just SOOOO positive....she doesn't even have to say anything...just the way she acts and listens...it is SOOO representative of what an educator shoud be.  ANd i think a lot of it is due to the fact that she has seen the world and realizes that there are sooo many people out there living in conditions that we can't even imagine....and that really shapes her outlook on life and what she wants to impart to her students.


    There are classes like this....and then there's the complete opppositing (like the community lab class) where the profs are new englanders...have never left the state....and they think the most important thing in the world is making sure their CVS thinks they're the best managers and reporting their stats and CV's to us.  It is just SOOOO trivial and annoyingly shallow.  They need to sit in on the global infectious diseases class and see what educating is all about.  It's not about grades....it's about making your student go, 'ohhhhhh' and wanting to change the world. 


    Sorry if i'm being dramatic but we watched this PBS special on how all these African kids are dying from Malaria, which is readily treated and prevented disease out here...but they just can't afford the meds or the preventive measures.  And Malaria isn't a "charismatic" disease...like HIV or SARS or the Avian flu...so the media doesn't cover it...and the world has no idea that it's the second leading cause of death in the world after TB.

  • Hey, does anyone have the iPOD mini (not the nano)? or has heard about it?  Is it any good? or is it one of those overrated products?


    Now that the nano came out, the price of the mini has dropped...i was thinking about getting one.  The regular iPOD is okay, but i don't have that much music...plus, i wouldn't have the patience to sort all of that.  And as nice as the nano is, i would not trust myself to hold onto something that thin....especially in the winter if i have mitten on...that baby would just go crashing to the floor.  I think the mini is actually a good size.


    I want the blue one! tee hee!


    any input would be nice! thanks!


    on another note, i got scheduled to work thanksgiving...the evening shift.  freakin sucks.  There was a sign up sheet...and i guess there were  a few blank shifts left open....and people were supposed to be chosen "randomly"...but somehow i doubt that.  So i have to work the evening shift...which i HATE because it ends at 11:30 and i have to walk home in the dark by myself.  And in Boston, there is NO ONE on the streets after 10ish....it's kind of scary.


    So now i'm trying to get someone to cover at least saturday, so i can go home...but otherwise i'll have to come home veteran's day weekend...which is okay i guess...but it's sort of in the middle of the month...i'll still have a lot of work to do :(   I would much rather be home during thanksgiving for some yummy sukiyaki.


    UGH.


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    edit...i just got the saturday of thanksgiving weekend covered by one of my coworkers. WOOHOO!!!!! i'll be home for thanksgiving...sort of!!  I'll be there for turkey on sunday at least!!!!

  • *caution*  this is a long blog.


    So, for one of my classes (the same one i was complaining about when i was talking about when the mean guy tried to trick me for my counseling section)....i'd say about 60-70% of the class is failing...myself included (but in the dumbest way...keep reading).  


    The way the class is set up it so dumb...the entire class consists of a lecture and 4 separate lab sections (5 total) each worth 20% of your grade.  To pass the class, you need a 70 in each section.  AND each section is broken down into two subsection and you need a 70 in each subsection to pass as well.  So, everyone is basically doing well in ALL the sections EXCEPT the section that is supposed to resemble a community pharmacy.


    The community section is broken down into two parts....couseling (where they try to trick you into saying the wrong thing) and dispensing (where you play the pharmacists and you have two third years as technicians).  SO...here lies our dilemna......in real life, when you pick up a prescription, you get a computer print out, correct? And on the print out are like side effects and stuff that the patient should know.  So...for the community section, they keep telling us how important it is for us to do well because it resembles real life.


    So, in class, we don't have print outs....we have to handwrite EVERYTHING.....AND they grade us on what we write...that's where everyone loses their points.  We have to write counseling points (what you would tell the patient about the med) and monitoring parameters (what the pharmacist would ask for and monitor to see if the patients are using the meds correctly).  So, i will give you an example of their grading system. 


    If you include any of the monitoring parameters in the counseling section, it is -50 points.  Why? i don't know.  Is it harming the patient by telling them what we would be looking for to monitor their progress? no.  And some of the monitoring parameters ARE counseling points...like if you're on an anti-coagulant...you would tell the patient to watch for excessive bleeding....that's a monitoring parameter AND a counseling point...there's no black and white.


    Another example....we have to make interventions on "wrong" prescriptions...we have a prof playing the fake doctor.  So, when you call, you never know what they're going to say.....so sometimes you need to call back because you want to be sure and you want to look stuff up first.  If you call the doctor more than once, -75 points.  Why? i don't know.  Will it harm the patient for the pharmacist to be extra sure before recommending a new drug? no.


    If you miss ANY counseling point or montoring parameter, -20 per missed point.  If you include any counseling point or monitoring parameter that they think is unnecessary, -20 per unnecessary point.  So, basically, if your counseling points/monitoring parameters are not EXACTLY what the grader thinks is correct, you will get -20's throughout.  And there's no absolutely correct # of counseling points/monitoring....it's all subjective....it depends on how much you think the patient needs to know.  SO basically, it's up to the grader to decide how much he/she thinks should be included.


    If you do not capitalize the patient's name, -10 points per missed capitalization.


    We use binders to hold the prescriptions...and you put the bottle label on the prescription instead of real bottles.  If you place the label so that it is covering a binder hole, -15 points.  What this has to do with the actual dispensing of medication? i don't know.


    So....as you can see, it is VERY easy to explain why the class average is a 40.  you cover the binder hole...you don't capitalize the patient's name....you give one extra counseling point....BAM...40.


    It is VERY frustrating because in reality, no one even writes out counseling points....so all these deductions are totally irrelevant to pharmacy practice.  The only deduction I agree with are if the label is wrong,  if they picked the wrong drug, or if they missed an intervention.  All these other little things are stupid because they come as a print out in real life.  I have classmates who have worked in retail pharmacy for 5 years and are failing this portion of the class because they say there are no similarities between real life and the lab.


    SO.....basically, everyone is doing well in ALL the other sections of the class.  Each section is taught by different prof's....and the other sections (e.g. hospital pharmacy....ambulatory pharmacy) are very representative of what working there is like.  And it's very fair....and everyone that is failing is failing because of the community section.


    People have spoken to the dean about it and all he can say is, "i don't know what to say....so many people have complained about it".  Um...it's called do something.


    So, as of now, i am not doing well because i like to be thorough and i am one of those people that writes "too many" counseling points...although i think there is no such thing as too many....especially since i am writing everything in that the references say should be counseling upon (we don't make these things up...we look them up and write them down.).  SO does that mean all the databases and textbooks are wrong?!  that they have too many counseling points?


    IT IS SO RETARDED.


    BUT....i am part of the 5th year curriculum focus group.  THere's 8 of us...and we're meeting tomorrow with the heads of all the 5th year classes....so we can say our shpiel about what needs to be changed.  You can trust me....i have a LOT to say.