Month: July 2004

  • Paging all computer geeks:  I'm thinking about getting a laptop....what are some good recommendation?  I don't need a desktop replacement type laptop...just something to use when i'm away from home...I store most of my stuff on my desktop.


    Preferably with: wireless capabilities/Pentium M, CD and DVD player...that's it...i have simples tastes.  I just want to be able to watch movies during my 4 hour trips home....to write papers while i'm in the library....to listen to my mp3's...and to steal someone's wireless web.  I don't really need top of the line stuff but I'd like the computer to be able to handle at least 2 of the above activities at the same time without crashing/freezing.


    I don't play computer games, so i don't need all that extra gaming stuff.  I don't need one of those extra large screens (i'd rather not carry an extra 20 pounds on my back).  I don't need extra extra slim if it's going to add $$$ to the price.  I'm an alphagurl, i can manage SOME weight.


    oh...and if it could be under 1500...that would be good. 


    I've already looked at online reviews and stuff...but i never trust them...because I never know what sort of idiot is writing the review.


    TELL ME....TELL ME.


    *edit* under 1000 would be better.  Has anyone heard about the Dell 1000.  IS it any good?

  • Want to find some Christianly loving ONLINE? Then visit this website ... FREE membership (as advertised on msn.com).  AND you can read scripture while you're there.  Looks and works like any other online dating service except for the Bible verses dispersed here and there. 


    my voice is gone....too much screaming this weekend, i guess.  I tried to sing before and all that came out was air.

  • I would just like to thank the planners of the DNC for including fireworks past midnight as part of the festivities.  It's not like any of us have to work the next day or anything.  And it did sound very much like bombs exploding.  And it isn't exactly an easy feat to try to sleep to the sounds of BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM.  Thanks, politicians....as usual, always thinking of the people.


    It finkin sucks up here. I want to go back home.

  • Ahhhhh....what a weekend...there is nothing like being with your homegirls on a soggy JULY morning, bundled up in FLEECES and taunting boys with proclamations of love and lust in hopes of distracting them JUST enough to have them mess up.  Yes, i speak of the annual taiwanese church Softball Tournament, where games are rarely played in a Christianly manner and where participants are rarely of Taiwanese descent.


    Our morning began with the oh so exciting task of filling in puddles, some of which were almost 5 inches in depth.  I still do not understand why our church was the only one digging and scooping...but whatever, I am not bitter (although the two hours of field repair may have sapped our strength when it came to our last game..ahem).  Anyhow, there was one little BRAT from New Life that was being particularly annoying....to the point where even his own church started telling him to shut up...perhaps it was my death stares that encouraged them to do so.


    Our first game was against Newtown and their overzealous white coach.  WE BEAT THEM...I'm sure he was FUMING inside.  All that work...all those stretching exercises...all the pre-game jogging...to no avail.  There was one player on that team, who i call the Turkish Giant, that i found fairly amusing.  This "fifteen" year old looked double his age and wore the baggiest pants I've ever seen.  During one play, where he failed to get his glove down fast enough to catch a grounder, he proceeded to snap his legs together in hopes of catching the ball with his billowing pant legs.  It doesn't sound that funny now, but at the time, i thought it was hilarious.  He also stepped on my ankle when he was running to first and did not apologize.  bastid.


    Our next game was against the younger brothers of last year's 16 year olds from TAFPC.  They were very cute little boys...I felt like i was playing against caleb, joshua and ben ben.  needless to say, we won. 


    Last game...vs. New Life.  I don't think any of us were prepared to play fast pitch softball or to have to hurdle over the first baseman.  So we lost.  


    We came in second overall, which wasn't bad for a team whose females could have mothered the players on the other team.  I am, however, very sore and I whimper in pain everytime I feel a sneeze coming.


    I still think the best part of softball is cheering for our A team.  They are the ONLY A team in the entire league with such a BEAUTIFUL, VIBRANT cheering squad.  A member of ex-TARCQ later told me that the Union girls were famous for being loud...at any event.  And how after it became so oddly silent after we left that they couldn't play as well....hmmmm...they managed to play well enough to beat our boys though.  Next year, MORE SCREAMING.


    But good effort by all....and being with old friends was the best part of it all!  I feel like I only laugh when I return to NY....but now I am back to being the sullen, Boston-ridden Jen.  Le sigh.


    *edit*


    M, I finally received the bday card you sent me.  it's beeYOOteeful! thanks babe!

  • darn...i just realized that my softball t-shirt is in the laundry bag...like DEEP in the laundry bag...and i don't have time to do the laundry before i go back.  mebbe i'll just febreeze it. hahahhaa. besides, it'll rain tomorrow, so that's technically like washing right?






















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  • I did it.  i handed in my letter.  It was actually very easy....someone up there was looking out for me today.  All day and last night i was wondering how exactly i would break the news to them.  I don't seem unhappy at work because I'm good like that, so i knew it would be a shock to them.  But i guess somehow, word got out that i might leave...and one manager basically asked the right questions...kind of leading me to tell her that I'm leaving.  And that manager went to tell the BIG BOSS...who basically joked around and said he didn't want to talk to me because he knew waht I would say...and that legally, he didn't have to accept my letter. 


    They both agreed it would be good for me to go out and experience other pharmacies since I'm so new to the field.  They also left me an invitation to return there if, for some reason, things don't work out for me elsewhere.  I thought that was very gracious...and it made me feel bad.  but OH WELL.....i needs the $$$$.  And even better, the BIG BOSS told me to call him when i graduate if i decide to stay in boston to practice....JOB OFFER...hee hee...but i don't know if he says that to everyone or not. 

  • I am going to QUIT my job!!! YAYAY!!! And finally start at Children's...hopefully by the middle of August (i'm still scheduled at nemc until then).  I hate the people at nemc...they are the laziest bunch of mofo's i've ever worked with in my life.  It's one thing if everyone has separate duties...then i wouldn't care what you did or didn't do.  But when all the jobs are interrelated, one lazy person is all it takes to make your day terrible...because you have to pick up his/her slack....because ultimately, the patients need their meds...they don't care WHO was supposed to do what. 


    These people spend all day on AIM, online, on the phone with friends, talking to each other...taking 1+ hour lunches. And i mean ALL day...every day.   Sometimes when i work the IV room, i see some of the other IV techs for no more than 3 hours...out of 8.  They are supposed to be in the IV room all day. 


    And what's even worse is that the managers are either JUST as lazy, or they play favorites.  So, many times, you can find the other techs in the manager's office chatting with him about the red sox games or something equally as stupid.  Our other manager literally spends all day on ebay.  I've watched her spend 7 out of 8 hours on ebay...no lie.  AND when people complain to them about the tech's not doing their work, the managers just SHRUG...like oh well.  No reprimand...no telling them to get back to work...nothing.  Because those are the techs that have befriended the managers...and they're all lazy together.


    So working full time has been completely exhausting for me.  I always come home feeling like i worked a double shift, because in essence, I have.  I'm through with this BS...I've never quit a job before...only to go back to school...i'm not even sure how to do it...Do i just tell them that i'm leaving? Do i have to tell them why? Oh..and what exactly does a resignation letter state?

  • Guess who made the dean's list AGAIN....HOLLAAAAA!!! It's funny...apparently there's a girl at my school named Jennifer WENG....and she's made the dean's list both semesters also...but it's always very confusing..because i'm always like HEY, they mispelled my name...and then i look up...and it's me. hahahaha.


    Anyhow...today, because of something sad that happened at the hospital today, i will teach you all about the dangers of NSAID's: non steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs....AKA tylenol, ibuprofen, etc.  Your typical over the counter drugs right?  Well, in many countries other than the US, these drugs need prescriptions in order for you to get them.  WHY?


    It's so easy to OD on these drugs and not even know it.  SOOO many people come into the hospital because of NSAID overdose.  I'm not talking about like swallowing the whole bottle and downing a liter of vodka with it.  I mean just from general overuse.  Many patients come in because they feel tired...just some malaise, fatigue.  Sounds like mebbe the flu...or a cold? NOPE...acute liver or renal failure.  All from taking too much of the NSAIDs. 


    A lot of people ignore the recommended dose and just take as much as needed for their pain.  "oh...i have a big headache...i don't think two will do the job...let me just take three or four".  When it says "do not take more than 12 tablets in a day"...it MEANS that.  Taking more than that for just THREE days can start ruining your liver....add some beers to that...NO GOOD.  And the scary part is that you don't even know it's happening until it's too late.  By the time you're sick enough to land in the hospital, your liver/kidneys are pretty shot....bad enough to need a transplant...bad enough to have to go on CVVH bags (which are basically, IV's that patients are put on as a last attempt to keep them alive).  It's really not good...and unfortunately, really common because patients try to self medicate.  Plus, it's easier and cheaper for them to grab a bottle of Tylenol than to have to go to the doctor and get a prescription for a stronger, controlled pain killer.


    So...DON"T take to many of those NSAID's....


    Oh, and too much of that can also lead to ulcers and GI bleeding.  not pleasant and potentially fatal as well.


    And hence ends my lecture on NSAID's.


    OH, can someone answer me one thing? WHYWHYWHY an i wearing a JACKET in the middle of JULY????????

  • This weekend was old/older movie weekend.  I watched American History X and Out of Africa. 


    American History X was VERY VERY powerful...one of those movies that leaves you speechless for about a minute after it's over. It's basically about a reformed KKK leader who's trying to prevent his younger brother from going down that same path.  But it's SOOO much more...it's about hate...it's about acceptance...it's about REAL friendship.  It's totally a MUST SEE....WARNING: it's very graphic....i wasn't even sure if it was going to be Rated R...i thought it would be the next one up...NC17 (or is that just for porno-like films?).  but Ed Norton (who for some reason looks a LOT like yach's mike in this film) plays the ex-KKK and he is SUPERB...as usual.  That guy is a genius.


    Out of Africa is one of those OOOLD movies....with merryl streep and Robert Redford (*drool*) back when they were young.  The cinematography is soooo good.  It's almost like watching a National Geographic special on Africa...and then adding a plot.  WARNING FOR GUYS: This is a mushy love story...and it's LOOONG.  It's kinda hard to explain what the movie is about.  Basically Merryl Streep's character moves to Kenya to marry her friend (for business reasons) and start a coffee plantation with him.  And then she meets Robert Redford...and they fall in love.  Meanwhile, she learns to love the native Kenyans, who have been hired to work on the plantation...and becomes an activist...seeing that they get schooling and preventing their homeland from becoming farmland.  But this movie is set back when women didn't have power...when their jobs were just to stay home and clean and listen to their husbands.  So she had to struggle against male chauvanism....BOOOOOOOO.  It was good...kinda slow paced and deliberate...like the older classic films.


    *edit* I no longer acknowledge Academy Awards as a measure of how good a movie is.  I understand it's all personal opinion, but honestly, some of the winners SUCKED.  And some that got no awards (american history X) were amazing.  It's all politics and popularity...that's what the world, and especially hollywood, is run on.  Sad...but true.


    For example...i watched the last half of Lord of the Rings 3 recently.  Granted, I didn't see number one or two...but i'm sorry, that movie was so stupid (I think i have just made some enemies by saying that).  I can't believe it took three movies to throw a stupid ring in a stupid volcano.  The movie looked SOOO fake...with like dinosaurs flying around or whatever.  I think the people i watched it with hated me at the end because i was asking stupid questions the whole time....like WHY are the elves human height.  They're elves...they should be shorter than the hobbits.  It took me til the end of the movie to realize that legalos was an elf...because he was human height.  such deception.  And that little nekked short thing was sooo annoying...I wanted to just punch it in the head everytime it spoke.  I am not a fan.


    OK...adn the highlight of my weekend: I got one of those mattress pads that are made of viscous memory foam.  On sale at bed bath and beyond AND i had a 20% off coupon.  NICE.  Let me tell you...it feels SOOOOO good.  It feels like i'm sleeping on a cotton ball....but with support.  The first thing i do when i get home is run to my room and jump on my bed so i can feel that sinking-in feeling.  Ahhhhhhhhh.  HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!

  • my weekend...in pictures


    p.s. fireworks were taken with slow shutterspeed and no tripod...excuse blurriness